its crazy how the ones you hold the closest to you hurt you the most. its something you never see coming, something you cant control, but it hits you so hard. it tears at you until you lose it.

over the course of the last three days i have lost what has meant the most to me. i dont know why, i really dont. but some shit is just unexplainable and at some point you feel you just have to give in. but if something is worth having, it’s worth fighting for…i just dont know how long i can do it. hopefully some day i will find true happiness. love is decieving.

don’t fall in love if know you won’t be able to get up.